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So Flash and I decided to go out before the Railcats game. We hit a place in Chesterton that I had been to with my friends before, so I was comfortable. We talk about a lot of different things, but there were definitely a few surprises. He has a three year old for one, from when he was married. It is really not a big deal, just a surprise. It was a very comfortable evening, but it also ended pretty early. I wasn't sure how to feel about it afterward. We parted with a hug and a promise for the Railcats game on Sunday.
The game on Sunday didn't happen. A few hours before I was going to leave for the game, Flash calls me and after giving me this whole story about the night before and a buddy of his getting arrested and just getting home, he bows out of the game. I haven't heard from him since. I know it should bother me, and I guess it does a little. I was attracted to him, but at the same time, I didn't really care. He was cool to hang out with. If I never hear from him again, he will fade away.
I go back to school in less than a week, so I guess I don't need the type of relationship I had last year where I was constantly missing the boy. I am already knee deep into school work, and my classes haven't even started yet.
The game on Sunday didn't happen. A few hours before I was going to leave for the game, Flash calls me and after giving me this whole story about the night before and a buddy of his getting arrested and just getting home, he bows out of the game. I haven't heard from him since. I know it should bother me, and I guess it does a little. I was attracted to him, but at the same time, I didn't really care. He was cool to hang out with. If I never hear from him again, he will fade away.
I go back to school in less than a week, so I guess I don't need the type of relationship I had last year where I was constantly missing the boy. I am already knee deep into school work, and my classes haven't even started yet.