are there some things better left unsaid?!
just when i thought my night was over it had only just begun. ;) went up to tiffanys house. got a ride from brandon, thanks. twas a blast, too bad i couldnt spend the night, owell, tho im sure there will be other nights.
so theres this past that got dredged up tonight that id rather kinda forget. theres these good memories that haunt me, but so many bad also. so much pain involved. its so stupid to. your two letters remain locked away forever, not to be looked at.some say the past repeats itself but i dont belive that, i guess i think i have hope and strength that it wont. i only have the future now, and its in the palm of my hands, only i can change myself, only make this one better than before. my new years resolution for all of this is to stay on top of my school work. to get good grades so that i can get a cell phone. and to stay away from the things that have corrupted me in the past.....
drinking...etc.
so theres this past that got dredged up tonight that id rather kinda forget. theres these good memories that haunt me, but so many bad also. so much pain involved. its so stupid to. your two letters remain locked away forever, not to be looked at.some say the past repeats itself but i dont belive that, i guess i think i have hope and strength that it wont. i only have the future now, and its in the palm of my hands, only i can change myself, only make this one better than before. my new years resolution for all of this is to stay on top of my school work. to get good grades so that i can get a cell phone. and to stay away from the things that have corrupted me in the past.....
drinking...etc.