Dec 21, 2003 00:34
my dream last night was pretty freaky....and so fucking real too. i was sent to a mental hospital, just to visit and see how it would be. walking through there was so eerie. just the feeling i had...like i was insane or sumthing...i saw lita in there...idk what she was doing tho....but i talked to her. everything felt creepy. i spent a day in it....it stunk and there was a weird lady that was sposed to be my psychiatrist. when my mom came and i got to leave. i rem. her in the check out area talking to the ladies about medication for me. i rem. saying fuck no im not taking that shit. lol. while standing there a guy walked up with his grandma....or sumone...he had this weird box in his hands..i thought it might have bread in it, but it didnt. i kept fallowing him with my eyes until he set down the box thingy, only to see him open it and show me a clock that was counting down 3:45...then he looked at me and said buhbye, it was a bomb i figured out. my mind started racing so i grabbed my mom and told her we need to leave the hospital right now. we ended up walking three blocks or so down the street to watch it blow up. and next i rem. thinking how stupid i was not to say anything to ANY one else, like i let everyone in there die.