Jun 16, 2005 19:28
Ok, so, let's talk. Type. Whatever.
Let's start with last night. And I'm not posting this to hurt anyone's feelings I am just simply posting to get it out.
So last night, Daryl and Cody came over after a wonderful hour of ice cream and football. Well. Ok. Daryl started like.. clipping his toenails (LMFAO) but then he started throwing them at me and that was just sick and I got annoyed so I ignored them for awhile thinking that maybe (yeah I should really stop assuming and thinking people will actually do something.. I think I know someone and what they will do in a cetain situation but I really don't.. You'll see.) welll.. I thought he would say sorry or something and just be like "common dont be like that" or something. Well yeah. So I was just laying on my bed and then Cody left my room, Daryl was hiding somewhere and the next thing I know they are getting into the car, Haha ok so I thought "Nice joke guys, now when are you going to come in to say bye. I need a goodnight kiss, I can't sleep without one" Yeah ok. So.. they pull back .. so I thought "haha.. guys.. funny... come back now," and they squealed away.. "guys.. um.. come back?" *tears start running down her face* So I go into my bathroom and get ready for bed. I had put my cell phone on the charger. Ok yeah.. They still werent back and they hadn't called. So it's about 10:15 when I get into bed. I sit there and stare out the window, waiting for Daryl to come back. Time passes by. I'm still crying. Blowing my nose with kleenex. Thinking about how fucking stupid I am.. you know. The basics. It's 10:30. I send Daryl a text message. I wont post what it said. So I am still sitting there staring out the window, my eyes on the exact same spot.. the driveway. It's 10:45.. still nothing. David has now gone to bed. My phone starts to vibrate. It's daryl calling. Well, We talked until 11:15. Made up, said our goodbyes and goodnights. It's still good. But sadly, it still hurts.
Ok, so today.
Ummm.. Well. I said goodbye to all of my friends, we all almost cried. I didn't want to leave. I didn't get to spend enough time with them. Katie made me a heart on her calculator and then she made this amazing one that was like K *heart* K It was so awesome. I am going to miss all of you guys so freaking much. Literally. I'm actually going to cry right now. Here the tears come. Wooosh. One fell.
Yeah well, today was alright, really had two classes, did nothing, had long conversations with people I never talk to, cool stuff.
I have nothing more to say, I should make myself supper but I am too lazy.
Bye