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It's amazing how strongly I feel for him. How I try to hold back tears at night because he doesn't believe wat I'm saying... what I feel is true.
"It's not believable" he says, well, maybe I'm not believable, maybe I'm a fictional character from a book maybe you were better off with HER. As much as it hurts to say it I do believe you still love her.
When you deny my feelings, I deny yours. How does it feel to be denied love? You tell me, because to me it hurts, it FUCKING hurts, like hell.
STOP DENYING MY FEELINGS!
They may sound fictioinous but maybe thats because I write fictional stories, I use different words that maybe make it sound unbelieveable. But really, not a word I say to you is a lie. But you can't seem to believe that.
Yes, Right now I'm trying to hurt you, trying to make you feel that pain that I feel everytimg you deny my feelings, deny my love.
I swear, If I put you through so much misery why do you put up with me? I'm glad that you do, oh am I ever glad that you do but I HATE when you deny how I feel.
I HATE WHEN YOUR MAD AT ME AND WON'T TELL ME WHY! WHY WON'T YOU TELL ME! I CAN FUCKING CHANGE BUT NO YOU WONT LET ME!
All I ask is why you don't believe me. If you truly loved me you would believe me. YOU WOULD TRUST ME. You always complain how I don't express my feelings and when I end up expressing them you deny them. When I cry, you tell me not to. You make me cry. YOU DO IT!
I cry for your love, for you to trust me, and believe that what I feel is true.
I cry for you.
I love Daryl.
"It's not believable" he says, well, maybe I'm not believable, maybe I'm a fictional character from a book maybe you were better off with HER. As much as it hurts to say it I do believe you still love her.
When you deny my feelings, I deny yours. How does it feel to be denied love? You tell me, because to me it hurts, it FUCKING hurts, like hell.
STOP DENYING MY FEELINGS!
They may sound fictioinous but maybe thats because I write fictional stories, I use different words that maybe make it sound unbelieveable. But really, not a word I say to you is a lie. But you can't seem to believe that.
Yes, Right now I'm trying to hurt you, trying to make you feel that pain that I feel everytimg you deny my feelings, deny my love.
I swear, If I put you through so much misery why do you put up with me? I'm glad that you do, oh am I ever glad that you do but I HATE when you deny how I feel.
I HATE WHEN YOUR MAD AT ME AND WON'T TELL ME WHY! WHY WON'T YOU TELL ME! I CAN FUCKING CHANGE BUT NO YOU WONT LET ME!
All I ask is why you don't believe me. If you truly loved me you would believe me. YOU WOULD TRUST ME. You always complain how I don't express my feelings and when I end up expressing them you deny them. When I cry, you tell me not to. You make me cry. YOU DO IT!
I cry for your love, for you to trust me, and believe that what I feel is true.
I cry for you.
I love Daryl.