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I'm sorry.
Yes.. I'm sorry.
Want to know why?
I'm sorry that I'm not "pretty" enough for you. and that so many other girls out there are much hotter than me.
It hurts. Believe me it does. That you are attracted to other girls. It hurts like hell.
It makes me want to do something, like, kill every girl in the world.
Sure, I may look at guys, but I never talk about them around you unless you that about them around me.
And even if I do look at the guys, I always think of you, and think of how much better you are than them, you are SO much better. I bet those guys arnt half as good as you and couldnt love me as much as you. That's why I don't care if they are hot.
I DONT CARE!!
It hurts me that you talk about them infront of me.
It hurts me alot.
It makes me want to cut myself, and dont think I wont, I've done it twice.
Oh yes, sure I may sound like one of those people that are like "Look at me, I hurt, look at me!!" but really I could care less if you cared.
I only care if he cares.
I don't know what else to say.
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I feel like crying right now, I dont know why I just want to. I want to cry. I want to cut. But I won't because I dont want him to be worried, to be scared.
Everyone thinks my life is "Oh so good" and that im "oh so perfect" but if you could be me, be inside me and my thoughts and my pain. You would understand. Sure it may not be as bad as some people, but it hurts.
Yeah.. so.. I got my hair cut.. and I hate it.
That's all I have to say..
I love Daryl.
Yes.. I'm sorry.
Want to know why?
I'm sorry that I'm not "pretty" enough for you. and that so many other girls out there are much hotter than me.
It hurts. Believe me it does. That you are attracted to other girls. It hurts like hell.
It makes me want to do something, like, kill every girl in the world.
Sure, I may look at guys, but I never talk about them around you unless you that about them around me.
And even if I do look at the guys, I always think of you, and think of how much better you are than them, you are SO much better. I bet those guys arnt half as good as you and couldnt love me as much as you. That's why I don't care if they are hot.
I DONT CARE!!
It hurts me that you talk about them infront of me.
It hurts me alot.
It makes me want to cut myself, and dont think I wont, I've done it twice.
Oh yes, sure I may sound like one of those people that are like "Look at me, I hurt, look at me!!" but really I could care less if you cared.
I only care if he cares.
I don't know what else to say.
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I feel like crying right now, I dont know why I just want to. I want to cry. I want to cut. But I won't because I dont want him to be worried, to be scared.
Everyone thinks my life is "Oh so good" and that im "oh so perfect" but if you could be me, be inside me and my thoughts and my pain. You would understand. Sure it may not be as bad as some people, but it hurts.
Yeah.. so.. I got my hair cut.. and I hate it.
That's all I have to say..
I love Daryl.