Back to Work
Well, I was all worried about being by myself for the first time tonight because Jason had to go back to work tonight and I got all upset a day early. They had a really light night so he is on his way home now. *YAY* Now I can go and get all upset again tomorrow. I hated being home alone before Jason arrived, but now that I will be home alone with him, I hate it even more. I can't wait for the day that Jason has a normal 9-5 job and will be home at night, cause we all know how paranoid I am about being alone, especially at night.
Anyway, while I was sitting here being very bored tonight I got to thinking how many people have drifted in and out of my life these past 4 years. Some people I truly miss, others seem to have no affect on me. I am very glad to have gotten back in touch with Michelle, but for the most part I don't really miss many actual people, more the friendship than the person. <-- not sure if that makes sense to anyone or not ... it seems like everyone is all into being typical college students, wanting to go out and party and drink, etc. and I just feel like I am at a different place in my life. I am happily married with 2 great kids, yes I considered Derek one of my own, and I just wish more people were closer to that time in their lives, I think it would make it easier to find friends. I really only talk to 3 or 4 people besides my family on any type of regular basis, and by regular I mean once a week or so. I just wish I had more close friends, who I could call or just hang around the house with.
Okay, I am done now.
Anyway, while I was sitting here being very bored tonight I got to thinking how many people have drifted in and out of my life these past 4 years. Some people I truly miss, others seem to have no affect on me. I am very glad to have gotten back in touch with Michelle, but for the most part I don't really miss many actual people, more the friendship than the person. <-- not sure if that makes sense to anyone or not ... it seems like everyone is all into being typical college students, wanting to go out and party and drink, etc. and I just feel like I am at a different place in my life. I am happily married with 2 great kids, yes I considered Derek one of my own, and I just wish more people were closer to that time in their lives, I think it would make it easier to find friends. I really only talk to 3 or 4 people besides my family on any type of regular basis, and by regular I mean once a week or so. I just wish I had more close friends, who I could call or just hang around the house with.
Okay, I am done now.