one foot in front of the other

[stillwaterz]

i have decided to come home for winter break and not go to israel

i am in love with everyone and no one at once

i had a breakdown on monday
it had to do with donna and loneliness and the city and the future and the past
it resulted in furious hugs, a jug of sangria, and the dirty dancing soundtrack
..."i found a liquid cure...for my landlocked blues"...
i know its temporary
i know that

i almost burned down the house today when a still burning incense stick fell through a crack in my window sill
the whole place is made of wood
but it still stands
so that is good

writing is so self-indulgent

i am all over the place, and as a result, have no idea where i am
i heard naomi klein speak last night
she is very smart
but i don't know how to solve the problems in iraq, and neither does she

i wish i was better at jamming

i don't even know what else