Feb 05, 2004 13:09
I’m home sick. I havent slept in like, 4 days. It sucks. And now I’m sick. Ughhhhh. I failed businss class X_X I have to take it again next year. Oh well…
Chris is going out with big Sara now (he went out with little Sarah fro 10 months untill they broke up) but I heard that he’s only going out with her to piss off little Sarah. I told big Sara that and she got mad at me. Ooook, sorry for looking out for you. Anyway, I was mean to chris yesterday and I feel bad. Hes such a sweet kid and I don’t think hes doing that. But little Sarah told me hes an asshole and that’s why they broke up. I don’t know what to think anymore. Chris has been cool and a loser to me. I can’t believe I thought he liked me. He was only hanging around me because I’m always with big Sara. Dsnakdhjksadb!
Kally thinks I’m ditching her, because I “always hang out with the kids from my classes.” But I only hang out with them because she’s never there. What am I supposed to do, sit by myself waiting for her? Fuck no.
I’m taking guitar class this semester!!!! Yay!!! It’s so much fun to play guitar for an hour and 20 minutes. So cool. My friend Savda is teaching me Adams song. I know the beginning. When I go to kallys, I’ll record it and post it.
So Valentines Day is in 9 days. This depresses me because:
1. No valentine! Last year Shexxxshiboi was my valentine! Aww. I heart him.
2. Little Sarah is going out with Jared, so shes not my valentine anymore! =O!
3. Lord knows I’m going to have 321837982164647326427 people complaining to me about it. That’s okay. I like to listen!
4. Janet and Jonny. I lurves you Janet! -Makes a sad face, then glomps janet-
5. It’s on a Saturday!! Pooooop!! I like it when its on weekdays so I get to play with my friends:D
Cool thing is I have a PA day on the 13th. Waaahoooooo. Theres a school dance but I’m not going. No one else wants to go which is fine. Losers.
I have to take my Neko-Chan Noel to the vet. Nooooo! She hates it because shes a ‘fraidy cat, I do love her. Shes laying on my bed licking her tummy as I write this. Yesh, I write my journal entries on Word in my room and then take them to Mr. Internet computer and post them. Oooooh, special.
I have to go to the doctor myself, and im upset about that because I hate doctors. Poop. Atleast I don’t hbave to go to Dr. Richards (my ‘crazy’ doctor who diagnosed me with depression but never did anything about it. I hate her) but I have to go to Dr. Keogh!!! Noooo I hate him too. I hate men. Except a few. But usually I have no trust in guys. It’s dumb but true.
Acchiii
(As my cousin says.)