sleep, psychotic Chinese boys, and *ah* the joys of bulimia
People don't understand that I don't function normally if I get less than fifteen hours of sleep the previous night/morning/afternoon. ^_^ Yes, I am fucked up, and I don't want to change.
I volunteered to do recreation with Taylor, Tie, and Kyle. Of course, Kyle is as depressed as ever and spends most of the time sleeping, Taylor has soaked me for the seventh time in four days, and I suppose Tie misses his mum since she went back to China, so my head it taking the blame by way of an inflatable raft. Yeesh.
Anyway, I came this *makes finger gesture* close to cutting again last night, but I didn't, but I'm back on my binge/purge routine, so I lost. Fuck. It.
I volunteered to do recreation with Taylor, Tie, and Kyle. Of course, Kyle is as depressed as ever and spends most of the time sleeping, Taylor has soaked me for the seventh time in four days, and I suppose Tie misses his mum since she went back to China, so my head it taking the blame by way of an inflatable raft. Yeesh.
Anyway, I came this *makes finger gesture* close to cutting again last night, but I didn't, but I'm back on my binge/purge routine, so I lost. Fuck. It.