depressed
For once in my life im being selfish. Im putting meself first, and it hurts me like no other. I hurt someone that i love and care about, but i know im doing the right thing. I need time for myself. Time to figure out me and what i want to do with my life and its not right for me to be in a relationship with someone when im unsure about myself. Why do i feel so bad inside? i feel guilty. Maybe its because i love jeff i really do and i want to be there for him, but i need time for myself. Idk. i hope that our friendship can continue cause i want him in my life. the past year and a half have been amazing and i dont regret any of it. But right now i need britt time. time for me to figure things out. whats meant to happen will.