Jul 30, 2009 22:32
Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People:
1. I hate the fact I don't know anything about you. It's ridiculous, please talk to me. Also I wish I didn't feel the need to censer myself every time I talk to you. I love you but I don't think we're as close as we thought.
2. I am so happy with how things are right now. I couldn't be more excited for you and I really hope this works out for you. I want to hear every little detail.
3. I miss you and all the dumb shit we say about dumb people.
4. I really wonder if I should talk to you. I've always wanted to get to know you but I can't help but think it would cause more trouble than either of us need. Maybe when you're a little older?
5. I like you so much more than I thought I would. I really hope you work what you need to out because I'm going crazy over here waiting.
6. I'm really disappointed with how things are right now. Do you really have to be such a douche?
7. Please stop making me feel bad. I wish I could explain how you and your friends hurt me and hurt other people but that would mean talking to you which would only hurt everyone more. Just leave me alone. please.
8. I wish you were here or I was there or we were somewhere. I just want to eat cookie dough and talk and laugh about how stupid everything is.
9. You're not as bad as you think. You're doing so much better than where you were just a year ago. Be proud of that.
10. I wish God didn't think it was so funny to keep us apart. I better see you before you get married and have a ton of babies or whatever.
Nine Things About Yourself:
1. I don't like being sarcastic and I'm trying really hard to knock it off
2. Before I left for Florida I felt depressed and lethargic all the time. I would cry for no reason and wasn't interested in anything I used to be. Going was pretty much my personal 'make it or break it' moment where I would either change or crumble apart in an emotional wreck.
3. I never would have said that to anyone a year ago.
4. I love people and get lonely fairly easily.
5. I have a Wall-e pillow case.
6. People keep saying I'm adorable and I'm starting to believe it. I like it.
7. I had some pretty bad self esteem back in junior high/ high school. I never wore shorts because of this. I'm fixing this too.
8. I love myself.
9. I spend a lot of money/time on my hair. I like having soft pretty hair okay?
Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1. Talk to me
2. Hugs, lots of them
3. Be silly with me, be a dork
4. Be okay with my weird little quirks and have some of your own
5. Guitar is always a plus
6. The little disgusting cute things
7. Make me laugh
8. Be honest
Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot:
1. Sleep
2. Music
3. Pictures to make
4. Picnic Flowers
5. What to do
6. Friends
7. ...shoulders
Six Things You Wish You Never Did:
1. Go out with someone when I knew I wasn't ready for that
2. Quit the way I did
3. Waste so much time on him
4. Be afraid to be myself
5. Be so emo geeeez
6. That old Romeo and Juliet video
Five Turn Offs:
1. Bad Hygiene
2. Shorter than me
3. Being a Douche
4. Being the dreaded 'nice guy'
5. Bad taste/ no interest in music
Four Turn Ons:
1. A really nice smile
2. Being happy/ enjoying life
3. Being so interesting I just want to talk all the time to figure everything out
4. Being trustworthy
Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:
1. :D
2. D:
3. :3
Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Have a good life
2. Pet a lion
One Confession:
I can't cook and haven't tried to learn