† 002 † ~ Rhyme & Reason
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[Private]
May 2 - 1973
I'm not sure what to do at this point. I knew I shouldn't have trusted that Demon, I should've just exorcized his ass and sent him to Hell while I had the chance. I had John in my lap though, and it was my fault. It was something that my family brought into his life. It wasn't fair for me to put him at risk like that, I should've told him sooner. I should've told him anything about the trips my family took too often that he asked about.
Now what's going to happen to him? How do I even know that he's okay?
Now I'm here too and whatever this place is, it has a sick sense of humor. There's a guy here named Winchester. It's like someone is punishing me for making that deal. That other guy told me it's not something I did, but [laugh] I'm pretty sure that guy never made a deal with a demon that clearly backfired.
I'm just worried about John, about Mom too... he said he killed her, but I don't want to believe that either. I just don't know what to do. Especially since it seems I'm stuck here.
For who knows how long.
John, I'm sorry.
[/private]
After a mild moment of hysteria the other day I met a few of you here, and I'm guessing by the amount getting written in this journal there are more than a few of you actually living here.
Figured, maybe it'd be easier if I just said hello now, and got to know more people, especially if I'm stuck here alone.
Name's Mary, I'm from Lawrence Kansas, which I guess I should clarify is on Earth. [feels really stupid making that clarification]
[Dean Winchester] [feels really REALLY odd writing that out]
You know Winchester isn't a very real sounding last name, you realize that's a rifle right?
So how do I know you just didn't make up a name not trusting me to the truth?
[/Dean]
[Private]
May 2 - 1973
I'm not sure what to do at this point. I knew I shouldn't have trusted that Demon, I should've just exorcized his ass and sent him to Hell while I had the chance. I had John in my lap though, and it was my fault. It was something that my family brought into his life. It wasn't fair for me to put him at risk like that, I should've told him sooner. I should've told him anything about the trips my family took too often that he asked about.
Now what's going to happen to him? How do I even know that he's okay?
Now I'm here too and whatever this place is, it has a sick sense of humor. There's a guy here named Winchester. It's like someone is punishing me for making that deal. That other guy told me it's not something I did, but [laugh] I'm pretty sure that guy never made a deal with a demon that clearly backfired.
I'm just worried about John, about Mom too... he said he killed her, but I don't want to believe that either. I just don't know what to do. Especially since it seems I'm stuck here.
For who knows how long.
John, I'm sorry.
[/private]
After a mild moment of hysteria the other day I met a few of you here, and I'm guessing by the amount getting written in this journal there are more than a few of you actually living here.
Figured, maybe it'd be easier if I just said hello now, and got to know more people, especially if I'm stuck here alone.
Name's Mary, I'm from Lawrence Kansas, which I guess I should clarify is on Earth. [feels really stupid making that clarification]
[Dean Winchester] [feels really REALLY odd writing that out]
You know Winchester isn't a very real sounding last name, you realize that's a rifle right?
So how do I know you just didn't make up a name not trusting me to the truth?
[/Dean]