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Double You OH Double You. My Sophomore year is rockn most awesome thus far. I'm in some nasty debt but I'm'a'b'o'k. I've got 14 cred. hours so far. I'm takin History of W. Civ to WWI, Trig, CAD II, engineering materials and manufacturing processes II...so ya...shit I don't like but I gotta do it. It's the last three that kill me. I've got those M-F individually, 4 hours a piece. It's just so long. Mondays Suck. I've got 7 hrs of work and 6 of class. I mean damn, it's literally over half the day WASTED!
Oh well. Nuff bout that. I've started workin out again. It's a painful first couple weeks. But I'm gonna be back up to 180. At least 175 come November. I gotta get it back. I miss it!
I've been hangin with all my ex's. It's pretty wierd. I mean I miss em all cuz they're all great girls. I'm havin troubles tho. I want to get back together with them and they want to too. Problem is...I'm not in love. I'm just still attracted. I kno that's ok but takin advantage of that can't be. I've already done it so I gotta figure who I want to be. Cuz one things for sure, morals and values get shot to hell while you're at college no matter how strong you try to remain.
I'm not gonna lie tho. I' all kinds of stressed out now. College, work, girls, money, adding, dropping, changin classes and debt got me fuct up. It started hittin this last couple of days.
...Granted I have produced the majority of my problems but I mean damn, people told me life was gonna be easy...but then again they were a lil high when they said it. sigh.
Well peeps, I'm goin to sleep. I haven't gotten any more than 16 hours of sleep in the last 3 days. Much love. One.
Oh well. Nuff bout that. I've started workin out again. It's a painful first couple weeks. But I'm gonna be back up to 180. At least 175 come November. I gotta get it back. I miss it!
I've been hangin with all my ex's. It's pretty wierd. I mean I miss em all cuz they're all great girls. I'm havin troubles tho. I want to get back together with them and they want to too. Problem is...I'm not in love. I'm just still attracted. I kno that's ok but takin advantage of that can't be. I've already done it so I gotta figure who I want to be. Cuz one things for sure, morals and values get shot to hell while you're at college no matter how strong you try to remain.
I'm not gonna lie tho. I' all kinds of stressed out now. College, work, girls, money, adding, dropping, changin classes and debt got me fuct up. It started hittin this last couple of days.
...Granted I have produced the majority of my problems but I mean damn, people told me life was gonna be easy...but then again they were a lil high when they said it. sigh.
Well peeps, I'm goin to sleep. I haven't gotten any more than 16 hours of sleep in the last 3 days. Much love. One.