i hate...
i went to church at 4:30 for the purpose driven life.
i got useful information out of it. so im glad that i went.
then we hung out for ever until big church.
i listened to jeff and tyler play guitar. jeff keyed me in the back and bit me on the shoulder. mrs janet wasnt there and i would have liked to talk to her.
then big church.
i listened to brother joel and then read some stuff on my own **aka zoned out** and then listened to him some more. i sat alone. not because i had to, but because i wanted to.
everyone went to some haunted house (quote unquote) in springville despite the fact that some of us couldnt go. so that sucked. and i came home. and my mom yelled at me for being at church for three and a half hours. she might understand the concept if she wasnt a pagan. and here i am.
tomorrow is school.
i want to go somewhere totally random.
and not tell anyone else where when or why.
usually i hate the thought of being hated, but now it really makes me laugh. hysterically.
i think i like someone new. but. i dont know what to say about that as of right now.
and tyler liked my fingerpaintings. and he understood them as well. score two for tyler.
something i learned tonight: it is much easier to allow yourself to become distraught about silly things than it is to just not care. but once you dont care, it is such a relief that you will never want to care about anything again.
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i got useful information out of it. so im glad that i went.
then we hung out for ever until big church.
i listened to jeff and tyler play guitar. jeff keyed me in the back and bit me on the shoulder. mrs janet wasnt there and i would have liked to talk to her.
then big church.
i listened to brother joel and then read some stuff on my own **aka zoned out** and then listened to him some more. i sat alone. not because i had to, but because i wanted to.
everyone went to some haunted house (quote unquote) in springville despite the fact that some of us couldnt go. so that sucked. and i came home. and my mom yelled at me for being at church for three and a half hours. she might understand the concept if she wasnt a pagan. and here i am.
tomorrow is school.
i want to go somewhere totally random.
and not tell anyone else where when or why.
usually i hate the thought of being hated, but now it really makes me laugh. hysterically.
i think i like someone new. but. i dont know what to say about that as of right now.
and tyler liked my fingerpaintings. and he understood them as well. score two for tyler.
something i learned tonight: it is much easier to allow yourself to become distraught about silly things than it is to just not care. but once you dont care, it is such a relief that you will never want to care about anything again.
eRiN¤