offtime
i know i didn't do well for the last cts - it was the worst i have ever done, in terms of grades. but i guess it sort of struck home with the progress report and mrs c actually spelling it out that my grades had dipped.
so tonight i played online, finished dt which made me feel as if it was closing a chapter of my life, a chapter which once had me and aud discussing dt while on a taxi home together from the end-of-years in sec two. funny how it has been a small, tiny constant all these four years. strange how i feel as if i'll miss it, quite a bit.
tomorrow morning, i'm going to study. and on this entry i swear i won't come online to play until the a levels are over. i ought to know what is at stake; it's about time i stopped daydreaming so much.
so tonight i played online, finished dt which made me feel as if it was closing a chapter of my life, a chapter which once had me and aud discussing dt while on a taxi home together from the end-of-years in sec two. funny how it has been a small, tiny constant all these four years. strange how i feel as if i'll miss it, quite a bit.
tomorrow morning, i'm going to study. and on this entry i swear i won't come online to play until the a levels are over. i ought to know what is at stake; it's about time i stopped daydreaming so much.