like a bullet ripping through my life
have you ever been sitting there totally content listenin to a song, then the breakdown comes and it makes you want to seriously injure everyone you see? yeah this dead to fall song just did that to me. i fucking want to mosh with an ice pick.
since ive been home the past two nights have been sleepless. something just doesnt feel right about being here. i feel nervous and like me being here isnt right. ive already seen my mother drunk 2 nights in a row. i want to smash that vodka bottle over her face. i tell her how much this shit bothers me, but she cant seem to understand. things will be alright i suppose. i just need to be here long enough to pay off my debt. then i can leave once again.
i miss my friends (my family). i hate seeing any one of you down. you guys mean the world to me.
hope conspiracy sunday. fucking hurt people.
im done.
xcarlox
xfufux
since ive been home the past two nights have been sleepless. something just doesnt feel right about being here. i feel nervous and like me being here isnt right. ive already seen my mother drunk 2 nights in a row. i want to smash that vodka bottle over her face. i tell her how much this shit bothers me, but she cant seem to understand. things will be alright i suppose. i just need to be here long enough to pay off my debt. then i can leave once again.
i miss my friends (my family). i hate seeing any one of you down. you guys mean the world to me.
hope conspiracy sunday. fucking hurt people.
im done.
xcarlox
xfufux