My Last hours...
i am sooo sad and yet i got so much excitement in me, i feel weird and i dont know what to do with all my emotions and i wanna let them out but i dont wanna cry!
i am sooooo thankful for everything, especially my friends! they are so great and go beyond and above just to make things happen for me. i spent my last days hanging out at different places with many of them. i managed not to cry those days but today is so different, so hard to deal with, so emotional and sooooo short!
christie, i just want u to know that u are the greatest and that I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU! we share so many memories everything started with Psychology. and i am so thankful for your friendship because u picked me up whenever and we hung out always and you never complained about having to pick me up and drop me off. Alanis will always be in my heart and whenever u and i wil hear the song if seperated through an ocean or next to each other in a car we will be close to each other in our minds. i want to tell you so much but have so litle time.
christina, i want to thank u for everything u and your parents did for me, u always made me feel special. u were there for me everytime anytime and that was so important. i love you for showing me Florida and all the cool places we went to! i hope you will always remember me!
i could write something about everybody but i wont. you two are the most special ones and I LOVE YOU!
my next entry will be written in Germany! *cry*
i am sooooo thankful for everything, especially my friends! they are so great and go beyond and above just to make things happen for me. i spent my last days hanging out at different places with many of them. i managed not to cry those days but today is so different, so hard to deal with, so emotional and sooooo short!
christie, i just want u to know that u are the greatest and that I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU! we share so many memories everything started with Psychology. and i am so thankful for your friendship because u picked me up whenever and we hung out always and you never complained about having to pick me up and drop me off. Alanis will always be in my heart and whenever u and i wil hear the song if seperated through an ocean or next to each other in a car we will be close to each other in our minds. i want to tell you so much but have so litle time.
christina, i want to thank u for everything u and your parents did for me, u always made me feel special. u were there for me everytime anytime and that was so important. i love you for showing me Florida and all the cool places we went to! i hope you will always remember me!
i could write something about everybody but i wont. you two are the most special ones and I LOVE YOU!
my next entry will be written in Germany! *cry*