May 29, 2006 23:12
having parents home makes u more cautious about what u hafta do.. like studyin for SATs. yucko!
today i had an opportunity to face my fear. to look at straight in the eye and say, BRING IT.
but being me, i fell short of my expectations, i fell short of what i knew was right.
im so infamous for making goals and not meetin them. haha. its not funny actualyl its just sad. i probably need those self help books. rofl yah right. whateva
you never understood me, from the looks of it, you never will.
gah.
im so glad i have friends that really care and really understand. sometimes i cant stand ppl , for how fake they are. but i know i have some friends that will always remain real and tell me striahgt out how it really is. im thankful :]
and its sumemr and its late.