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Yay no school today! ^_^ My grandma came and all and now my dad's leaving and all. =| shrug*
My thumbs been twitching recently, not any other fingers but my thumb. which is weird I don't understand why...
I so wanan go to cs tonight! >.< But I can't drive and everyones too far from me. ahhhhhhhh!
I've beeen feeling so out of it lately, from test grades to friends. sigh* Life is too much sometimes. And today I havent been diong anything but homework and eating. yeah I'm a pig. I think the rain describes how I feel right now. Yeah, whatever say I'm emo and I'll throw it back at you. so Shush.
It's not all smiles and jokes. I've never been good at communicating nor at expressing my feelings and I dont think I want to start trying. Why should I? and if I did, who would i share it with? This world is full of absurdity. Ahhhhhhhhhhh! *vent vent vent!*
I think my thumb has the right idea, it twitches because it can't wait to get out of here or to punch something. one of the other is okay with me. hah..
anyways, I need to get outtttt of here. I feel so suffocated and slowly, but usrely, I'm dying. I don't know what can save me now. I hate to think of the past and I can't bring myself to think of a future. The present holds no comfort or happiness So basically I'm just here feeling nothing.
Everything's such a facade. Drop your mask and stop messing with me.
My thumbs been twitching recently, not any other fingers but my thumb. which is weird I don't understand why...
I so wanan go to cs tonight! >.< But I can't drive and everyones too far from me. ahhhhhhhh!
I've beeen feeling so out of it lately, from test grades to friends. sigh* Life is too much sometimes. And today I havent been diong anything but homework and eating. yeah I'm a pig. I think the rain describes how I feel right now. Yeah, whatever say I'm emo and I'll throw it back at you. so Shush.
It's not all smiles and jokes. I've never been good at communicating nor at expressing my feelings and I dont think I want to start trying. Why should I? and if I did, who would i share it with? This world is full of absurdity. Ahhhhhhhhhhh! *vent vent vent!*
I think my thumb has the right idea, it twitches because it can't wait to get out of here or to punch something. one of the other is okay with me. hah..
anyways, I need to get outtttt of here. I feel so suffocated and slowly, but usrely, I'm dying. I don't know what can save me now. I hate to think of the past and I can't bring myself to think of a future. The present holds no comfort or happiness So basically I'm just here feeling nothing.
Everything's such a facade. Drop your mask and stop messing with me.