feh
whats neww? i feel like a synomon for crap but worse connotation. and people say you'll never use what you learn in english. psssh apparently, they never twisted words. hm
I dunno whats wrong with me. My life seems so nice and breezy, so calm and peaceful, yet I can't stand it. I need excitment, I need to live. But I cant do anything about it, lately, I feel like I'm watching myself from outside of my body, "out of body experience," yadayada blabla. whatever. It seems people who I thought were close to are so easily "taken" by other people so w/e . I refuse to work at my friendships if that person doesnt give a rat's butt about it. so whatever.
Life's so full of hypocrisy, I can't believe and I refuse to believe this is the life God wanted us to live. ugh i'm so frustrated and so tired.
I'm tired of wearing this facade, I'm tired of being the girl that people talk to when they're "bored," whatever. its not like anyone is ever gonna care. things will remain this way. gosh i wish i can write like this for my freakin' tok paper. piece of crap paper! >.< i want it to die! whatever.
the funny thing is i'm not even mad right now, im just disappointed and upset at life.
i wana start over with my best friend. just leave and get out. once you leave, it snot like anyone will remmeber you. people ar ebusy and people move on. things change, time change, and circumstances change.
and sooner than later, lifes over. woopeedoo.
gosh , i cant stand itt anymore.
I dunno whats wrong with me. My life seems so nice and breezy, so calm and peaceful, yet I can't stand it. I need excitment, I need to live. But I cant do anything about it, lately, I feel like I'm watching myself from outside of my body, "out of body experience," yadayada blabla. whatever. It seems people who I thought were close to are so easily "taken" by other people so w/e . I refuse to work at my friendships if that person doesnt give a rat's butt about it. so whatever.
Life's so full of hypocrisy, I can't believe and I refuse to believe this is the life God wanted us to live. ugh i'm so frustrated and so tired.
I'm tired of wearing this facade, I'm tired of being the girl that people talk to when they're "bored," whatever. its not like anyone is ever gonna care. things will remain this way. gosh i wish i can write like this for my freakin' tok paper. piece of crap paper! >.< i want it to die! whatever.
the funny thing is i'm not even mad right now, im just disappointed and upset at life.
i wana start over with my best friend. just leave and get out. once you leave, it snot like anyone will remmeber you. people ar ebusy and people move on. things change, time change, and circumstances change.
and sooner than later, lifes over. woopeedoo.
gosh , i cant stand itt anymore.