Hmmmmm. I guess.
Christine's talk about trust at Fuge got me thinking (which probably is never good for me).
Before the trust falls, you do those little trust falls with people catching you and you're not suppose to bend your knee and whatnot. Well I was doing that with Deb and I kept bending my knee which signified I didnt trust Deb. She kept yelling at me to trust her too. (haha)
And I just realized if I can't trust Deb, how am I suppose to trust God? He's the one that will always provide me with everything and He's the one that I should turn to. Sometimes, I wonder if I can't trust those who are closest to me then how will I make the "leap of faith" to trust in God? I mean, people in general are not trustworthy but those that God has placed especially in your life should be, right?
When I have a problem, I end up bottling it up and ignoring it till it worsens. Afterwards, I dont even lean on God but I tell my friends.
You think I have some trust issues? Hmm...
This probably doesnt make sense. It usually doesnt (not even in my head). Shrug. Sorry guys!
I usually dont share alot of my spiritual life with people.
Before the trust falls, you do those little trust falls with people catching you and you're not suppose to bend your knee and whatnot. Well I was doing that with Deb and I kept bending my knee which signified I didnt trust Deb. She kept yelling at me to trust her too. (haha)
And I just realized if I can't trust Deb, how am I suppose to trust God? He's the one that will always provide me with everything and He's the one that I should turn to. Sometimes, I wonder if I can't trust those who are closest to me then how will I make the "leap of faith" to trust in God? I mean, people in general are not trustworthy but those that God has placed especially in your life should be, right?
When I have a problem, I end up bottling it up and ignoring it till it worsens. Afterwards, I dont even lean on God but I tell my friends.
You think I have some trust issues? Hmm...
This probably doesnt make sense. It usually doesnt (not even in my head). Shrug. Sorry guys!
I usually dont share alot of my spiritual life with people.