she said don't look back
i am absolutely. exhausted. im really tired right now, like head feels heavy, and as kamen JUST experienced on the phone, my voice is very low. it gets low wen im tired im told. its true. ahah apparently i start to speak all weird as well? repeat little phrases alot and stuff haha. nevermind eh.
well i havent blogged like, all week. cus its been CRAZY. like. CRAZY. art exam on this week, omg. school magazine. that was insane. and then graphics as well. and you may not knoe, but that is a HELL of a lot. yesterday i stayed up till 3. in the morning to finish the magazine thing and my graphics. been sleeping every night at LEAST 1. if im lucky, it dragged on these past few days. ergh. i hate lack of sleep. it makes me do stupid things. like put my memory stick in my pj pocket and completely forget about it, and dont bring it to skl. ARGH. it happened today. and i was seriously. wtf. wat. wat. WAT. bet was with me, i kinda semi slept in the car, so i was still tired and really cranky. she was like check your bag properly and i was like WELL WAT DO YOU THINK IM DOING, and being a bit mean. sorry. i knew i was doing it, but too tired to care. even ellen fell victim. sorry also. and i called my mum like loads, dad loads, tryna get them to pick up, and help me. but then i was like fuck it, im going home to get it, cus i spent all night on it and i seriously cant afford not to have it. fuck being late. so i started walking out, got to the bus stop and my mum calls me, and i remembered where it was and told her, and she was all like dont come out! go back! we'll bring it in. at first i was like, no im coming home, but then i went back to skl. wasted a good half hour right there. LOL later i sed hi to ellen and she was like omg your happy now! bethany sed it too wen i like smiled at her later or something. yeah it was pretty bad, this crankyness. haha.
done my icons and everything, sometimes i swear theyre such a chore. but i like looking forward to results and stuff. so watevs. and um. i got chinese hwk to do now, ive alredy been shouted at for leaving it last minute. after that, dishes, then shower. i wana see if i can do this by 12, and SLEEP<3 i want a decent nights sleep! it really isnt too much.