the ending of a lullaby
ah coldcoldcold, why isnt the radiator making me warm?! every few seconds im like rubbing my hands together, shudnt have to do that in my own house xD anyway um, im meant to have switched off, but for some reason it completely dusnt feel like a school day, and i dont want to sleep, and for some reason my mum has gone away after a bit of nagging and hasnt come back for a while xD i bet she'll come now.
anyway, i realllllly wana start reading vk again, but like, ergh reading it online is LONGGG and i barely knoe where i am, this is a hard story to follow if your coming back to it now and again. i just wana buy the manga haha but obviously im poor. so thats a no. i wana start reading others too, like gakuen alice has been updated like crazy, but its also some crazy arc where i dont even knoe whether it wud be counted as filler or proper plot stuff, its just boring. but i like seeing natsume. haha oh plus skip beat, skip beat has always been good<3
and im also warming up to kaname a bit, yuuki always looks good now shes a pureblood and stuff, but they do look good together i hate to admit. i dont knoe who im supporting anymore. hey maybe shiki and rima, yeah i love them<3
but zero. wow.<33
anyway back to actual things.. oh crap! need to wrap zoes present. i THINK we have wrapping paper.. err. and im kinda happy cus i dont have much homework, and i slightly dread ict tomorow, cus even though i KNOE i havent done any work at home.. and im SERIOUSLY behind, im.. still not doing it. i keep telling myself i barely have enough time on the computer as it is xD why shud i waste that time doing work LOOOL oh and speaking to my mums friend earlier on the phone has made me really confused about alevels, im being told to think about my future job and wat ill be studying in uni. and i am SO confused! i dont think i wana be a graphic design anymore T_T job dont last long, not amazing pay, AND I MAY HAVE TO TAKE ART FOR ALEVEL < i am NOT doing that! i will NEVER pass! NEVER! im kinda worried about my bludy gcse atm! coursework is so bad xD how am i gona pass. but yeah i decided after a while to start worrying after we get our second chance to rechose our options, as long as that actually happens. just shove everything aside for now and worry about it later, story of my life.
