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[stillbothered]

my heart aches

i feel so broken

i don't know anything anymore

and crying ... what is the use

i wish it could be different

but it can't now.

i want to go home.

i want my mother to tell me everything will work out alright

i want to be held by my mother

and whispered to

no...i can't cry right now.

i have an italian test to take.

and then...the rest of the day

the rest of my life.

can i do this anymore?

of course.

but nothing will ever be the same.