Ridiculous Thoughts
1:04 AM - Limp Bizkit 'My Way or The Highway.' James is in bed. And I probably should be too, but I'm drinking coffee and listening to Limp Bizkit. WTF? Some things will never make sense. And you know you're overly tired when you feel like your cell phone is vibrating, but then you realize it's not. Yeah, I've had a rough week with school, so now I'm staying up and relaxing.
1:08 AM - Sarah Mclachlan 'Sweet Surrender.' I'm really excited that my new LJ community is going well. I had 40 members join in 1 1/2 days. I guess the best part about it is to feel that I'm not alone. So many people have gone through so many experiences similar to mine. If you haven't seen my ad already, it's called 'Gay_Lifestories,' where people are able to open up, tell their whole story, and not feel threatened. That was the purpose. I've already gotten so much out of it. I hope it keeps going this well.
1:13 AM - Avril Lavigne 'Nobody's Home' I'm pretty burned out on World of Warcraft right now. You wouldn't believe how much drama can come from a video game. I think I'm going to quit leading 20 man's and MC/BWL for a while. I just need a break. When you're the leader, and 39 other people are listening to you, it gets tough dealing with all those people.
1:16 AM - Celtic Woman (Lisa Kelly) 'May It Be.' This song was the song that was played for my grandma's funeral. It brings back the memory of her last day, which wasn't even that long ago. I can picture it like yesterday. I walked into the room at Harborchase Assisted Living in Auburn Hills. I saw some of my extended family there, and they all had stern looks on their faces. I went over to my grandma's bed, which was right by the window. I saw her laying there helpless. The sun was shining in on her, and it illuminated her beautiful light blue eyes. I walked over to her after my cousin Kim spent some time with her. I sat down next to her, grabbed her hand, and let her know I was there. The nurse instructed us that she couldn't talk, but she could hear us. My grandma was extremely dehydrated at the time. She couldn't eat. The most she could do was suck on ice cubes. I talked to her because I knew she could hear me. I told her about what was going on in my life, and about some memories we had together, because I knew the time was close, I just didn't know how close. Before I left, I told her I loved her, and gave her a kiss on the cheek. I walked away and didn't turn around because I knew I would lose it if I did. The next day on my way to work for my internship, my mom called me at about 7:30am to tell me that my she passed away. I don't think I could ever be more grateful to God that I got to hold her hand and tell her I loved her on her last day.
1:21 AM - Celtic Woman (Mairead Nesbitt) 'Ashoken Farewell.' Yeah it's getting late and I can't think anymore. I'm going to bed. Night :D.
1:08 AM - Sarah Mclachlan 'Sweet Surrender.' I'm really excited that my new LJ community is going well. I had 40 members join in 1 1/2 days. I guess the best part about it is to feel that I'm not alone. So many people have gone through so many experiences similar to mine. If you haven't seen my ad already, it's called 'Gay_Lifestories,' where people are able to open up, tell their whole story, and not feel threatened. That was the purpose. I've already gotten so much out of it. I hope it keeps going this well.
1:13 AM - Avril Lavigne 'Nobody's Home' I'm pretty burned out on World of Warcraft right now. You wouldn't believe how much drama can come from a video game. I think I'm going to quit leading 20 man's and MC/BWL for a while. I just need a break. When you're the leader, and 39 other people are listening to you, it gets tough dealing with all those people.
1:16 AM - Celtic Woman (Lisa Kelly) 'May It Be.' This song was the song that was played for my grandma's funeral. It brings back the memory of her last day, which wasn't even that long ago. I can picture it like yesterday. I walked into the room at Harborchase Assisted Living in Auburn Hills. I saw some of my extended family there, and they all had stern looks on their faces. I went over to my grandma's bed, which was right by the window. I saw her laying there helpless. The sun was shining in on her, and it illuminated her beautiful light blue eyes. I walked over to her after my cousin Kim spent some time with her. I sat down next to her, grabbed her hand, and let her know I was there. The nurse instructed us that she couldn't talk, but she could hear us. My grandma was extremely dehydrated at the time. She couldn't eat. The most she could do was suck on ice cubes. I talked to her because I knew she could hear me. I told her about what was going on in my life, and about some memories we had together, because I knew the time was close, I just didn't know how close. Before I left, I told her I loved her, and gave her a kiss on the cheek. I walked away and didn't turn around because I knew I would lose it if I did. The next day on my way to work for my internship, my mom called me at about 7:30am to tell me that my she passed away. I don't think I could ever be more grateful to God that I got to hold her hand and tell her I loved her on her last day.
1:21 AM - Celtic Woman (Mairead Nesbitt) 'Ashoken Farewell.' Yeah it's getting late and I can't think anymore. I'm going to bed. Night :D.