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Something has been on my mind lately, and it's making me quite sad today. Over this semester at school, I've lost a best friend. I met this guy through live journal during my first year of college at Greenville. He has been quite the mentor and kin to me. I've developed a friendship love with him that I thought couldn't be broken. We could talk about anything together, and he was one of the people who helped spark confidence in me when my self-esteem was at it's lowest. I have countless memories of cell phone calls to Seattle when I was lonely, by myself at the mall, he always had the power to easily cheer me up. I've seen him at his lowest, and tried to be there for him as much as I could. He is a beautiful person beyond how he could ever see himself. Periodically, over the past few months, I have been extremely worried about him. It's the most painful thing to not get responses back from someone you've developed such a deep relationship with. If life moves on in such a way that I won't get a chance to connect with him again, I will never forget him. He's been instrumental in helping me through my college years become the strong person I am today. I just want him to know through these tears that I miss him dearly and love him more than he knows. There is a huge hole in my life right now. All I can do is write this entry and hope that he contacts me again.