21st click | voice post

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[the dull sound of covers being pushed aside followed by desperate breathing and a frail, high-pitched whisper]

No... my hands... with these hands...

[a slight pause, then a gasp and a scream]

Noooooooo. CHIKANE-CHAN!

[a long silence only broken by heart-wrenching sobs]

I... with these hands... I killed Chikane-chan...

[/end transmission]

Comments

[justasystem]

H- Himeko?

voice;

[stillblankpages]

Tianzi-chan... I...

I'm sorry... I... I didn't mean to... I... I just wanted... to talk to her... to... to understand why...

why... no... it... she did it for my sake...

[justasystem]

I- It's okay, right, Himeko?

[stillblankpages]

I... I... don't know... I don't know... anything... anymore...

I... but I killed her, Tianzi-chan... I... I killed Chikane-chan...

She... she must hate... hate me... now.

[justasystem]

That can't be true!

It was a mistake, right?

Aw, Tianzi, why did you have to ask... voice; 1/2

[stillblankpages]

A mistake... I... I mean...

2/2 voice;

[stillblankpages]

I... for a moment... I... I wanted... to... to fight back...

Because I... I thought... she'd changed! So... I... I fought back! But... I... I didn't really want... No.. I... I didn't want it... I didn't want to... part from her... not...

No.

[justasystem]

N- No, that is a mistake! Because you didn't mean to!

voice;

[stillblankpages]

But... I did...!

And... I'm not worthy... of... of having been Chikane-chan's friend... here in the City... not... not when I killed her!

[justasystem]

But it was a mistake!

voice;

[stillblankpages]

But... Tianzi-chan... I...

I want to be with Chikane-chan. I... I don't want it... to be like this...

[justasystem]

S- So apologize!

voice;

[stillblankpages]

Apologize...?

[justasystem]

And if you mean it, and she forgives you, it will be alright.

[stillblankpages]

You... you really... you think so?

[justasystem]

Mm!