12th click || Feeling wrapped in defeat
Chikane-chan... I think... I think she's avoiding me. Maybe... maybe she found out... About... my question... about how... weird... I am...
That... that would explain it. I understand if she hates me now. Though... I don't think... I don't think I can bear it... I'm not strong enough...
I must try. I must try to not be weird. Chikane-chan is my best friend! She's been so kind to me. And she's so beautiful... no... no, that won't do...
Hiyori-chan said... it wasn't weird... but... I still think... I would rather be normal... to make Chikane-chan not hate me.
So... I should... I should...
Ano... I... I was wondering if some of you would come by for dinner tonight? Chikane-chan is busy and... I... I don't want to... be alone be an inconvenience to her. I'll try to make whatever you like! Though... I can't promise... that it'll be any good... I'm not very talented... in the kitchen... not like Chikane-chan.
Oh, and Jun-kun! Your picture is finished. It came out really well! If you come by tonight, I'll give it to you right away! Maybe... someone would... maybe I could... make that my job?
But, really, ne... you're all very welcome!
Oh, and... Luke-san... maybe we could... ano... no... never mind... just... No... it's nothing, really. Mmn.
That... that would explain it. I understand if she hates me now. Though... I don't think... I don't think I can bear it... I'm not strong enough...
I must try. I must try to not be weird. Chikane-chan is my best friend! She's been so kind to me. And she's so beautiful... no... no, that won't do...
Hiyori-chan said... it wasn't weird... but... I still think... I would rather be normal... to make Chikane-chan not hate me.
So... I should... I should...
Ano... I... I was wondering if some of you would come by for dinner tonight? Chikane-chan is busy and... I... I don't want to... be alone be an inconvenience to her. I'll try to make whatever you like! Though... I can't promise... that it'll be any good... I'm not very talented... in the kitchen... not like Chikane-chan.
Oh, and Jun-kun! Your picture is finished. It came out really well! If you come by tonight, I'll give it to you right away! Maybe... someone would... maybe I could... make that my job?
But, really, ne... you're all very welcome!
Oh, and... Luke-san... maybe we could... ano... no... never mind... just... No... it's nothing, really. Mmn.