8th click || Feelings I cannot give dye the cutting night wind

Jul 03, 2008 15:02

I've... I've been taking a lot of photos since I came here... of everybody... all my new friends. I've been looking at them... since I woke up... I'm not a very talented photographer... but... I want to become more and more skilled!

Everybody, ne? They draw strength from each other... Kuromi-san has her room mates, Hiiragi-san and Jun-kun. Tamaki-kun has his daughter. Chikane-chan... ne, Chikane-chan has me. I... I'm not very strong... she... she should find someone... someone stronger... to... to... hold... hold on to.

Yesterday... everybody became children again. I... I'm glad... not me, though. But, even though I'm only a fifteen-year-old girl... who's clumsy and inelegant and not worth much... still... I remembered... when I was little... and I remembered... the people I used to draw strength from... like Oogami-kun... who was always with me and protected me when He... when He made me... made me cry...

And... it... I thought... maybe... maybe Oogami-kun was the one... I was waiting for... maybe... maybe I was mistaken... there's always this emptiness in my chest... even when my heart is pounding really hard... and I remembered that... when I was little and... Oogami-kun was with me, ne? It didn't hurt all that much...

Maybe I shouldn't... Like... like Mako-chan said... maybe the vision wasn't real... I don't know who she... it is. But maybe waiting isn't the right thing... to do.

But... I don't know... anymore... Because Chikane-chan... my heart is pounding... really hard...

Ne... is... is there really a perfect match... for everybody?

[ooc: Himeko has been thinking a lot, remembering a lot, since she and Chikane-chan played house with little Himeko-chan... and all the children yesterday didn't help either... now she's just thoughtful and unsure of what's going on in her head. Feel free to engage in the always-relevant discussion of "the one and only", because Himeko wants to know.]

oogami-kun, kaiawase, sources of strength, perfect matches, the one and only, stream of consciousness, chikane-chan, memories

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