Prayers

[stillbhere]

So, seeing as it is such a "special" time we're entering...I had a talk with "G".  I apologized for ever offending Him & explained that my intentions have always been good.  I am Lost and powerless over any of the things that really matter in my life, though I keep trudging along.  I then pretty much begged for HIm to "Just fix it?  Please?  ALL of it? Please? Just fix it?" 
Stranger things have happened.  I am hoping to wake up in a better place.  I am hoping we all do.