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Dec 25, 2004 13:13

This could cause some trouble. In fact, I'm sure it already has. Ya know what? I reallllly don't fucking care.

Why?

Because I prefer the truth, no matter how dark, to anything or anyone who disguises their truth with ambiguity and artificial light.

"Obligation"---that is what you referred to me as. Buried within all of the pain that so many are selflessly giving out this holiday season, that, right there, is the most thoughtful piece of harm so far.

It has nothing to do with the rule of reciprocity whatsoever...there is no "why?"...it just is. Accept it. Some things have nothing to do with you. You wrote the script, then gave your creations freedom. Now they have lives of their own.

Everyone worries of who will be hurt from this chaotic system of "wrongness". That is the key, right there. As you so fondly like to quote, "Make the wrongs right." That is all anyone is ever trying to do.

Your description of what transpired has already been altered to suit your ego. Can't wait to hear how it has changed once you finally get words from the bored messengers of doom, who carry big spoons in their beaks and peck at your eyes until you can no longer see clearly. I know, as I was the first to receive their words. I chewed on them slowly and spit out the splintery pieces that caused me pain.

Now, I am calm and feeling like my feet are back on the ground again. It is a feeling I like. I like being able to see what it is I'm looking at, rather than catching glimpses through a dirty window, when the light is just right.

Happy Xmass.
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