Dec 20, 2004 23:58
I am not to be toyed with or taken lightly. Know your hunter...prey? What I know is what I have always known. Regardless of deception by omission. Tell me something I don't know. What comes around goes around...round and round...dizzy yet? Reverse! Faster! Stop. If I could simply release it, I would. Instead, it just lingers in my soul and...what? I can't let it go if I can't feel it...which will cause pain later...and faced with this round of actualization I find myself burying it in order to cope...not a good thing. What to do? I need to feel this, and I can't. Shall I just go on and see just what I already know...or...speak my mind? Confront? Or play along, sing-along...have you ever met anyone else who actually tries to live the lyrics of a favorite song? If this ends in Karioke, I really will cry. I really just want to know why...and think maybe you should be wondering the very same thing.