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sooooooooo...... im gonna stop drinking for a while... mainly cause i have been treating friends like crap when i get ridiculously drunk... examples being Jon Blonde and then another person on Friday..... so yeah. Also i have made a doctors appointemnet to see if i would be right for antidepressants... mainly because i will honestly break down into tears like 3x a week which is not normal by any means.. also my mood have always been kinda crazy... so im hopin that might balance me out... plus i honestly just think i am depressed and i think i have been for a long time... i told my mom and she agreed she said that she has been really worried about me for a while. so yeah i got some big stuff comin k all for now