"cut me open ignite my heart...and i'll burn away"
My week has been so...busy? no...boring?...no fun? sort of..
Well Yesterday erika picked kai and me up from school and then we headed to her house for some gaming. I stayed there for a bit then we took a drive to my house to meet my mom as she came home from work. Then we went back to Erika's for more gaming. We spent. sorry i got distracted by something on tv. Um, anywhen we played some games then we grabbed the video camera and fucked around while erika drove me to work..
Work sucked. Jr. stayed for monday night and that was nice to really talk to him again. It's weird to go from just joke flirting to catching glances and sneaking conversations from the backdoor. I get the feeling it's time i back off before i cause some trouble where it need not be.
Today school was a bore, I did my work and i'm biding my time. I hate it. Stevie's still really mad at me. My mom and I argued last night and he sent me a text asking about it. I still won't call him.
Erika picked me and kaila up from school today. We did the same routine. Sean joined in. I fell asleep on erika's bed. I remember....something about bands, something about a man walking....something about alan....something that gave me a headache.
I woke up, kaila and sean were leaving. Me and erika hung around listening to bands i've heard of but haven't listened to. She introduced me to Bright Eyes, The Early November, Stroke 9, Placebo, and Jackoff Jill.
We continued listening the whole ride home. I enjoyed it. I think i'm becoming sick. I woke up this morning and sickness was thick in the air, nauseating. I hate that smell. It reminds me of the hospital. That reminds me of taped eyelids and walking excersises.
I think i'm gonna go nap.
I wonder who's coming with tom this weekend. I invited jo jo and alan. It'd be cool to have some fresh faces in the living room.
Monty's Fan Club October 15th!
Well Yesterday erika picked kai and me up from school and then we headed to her house for some gaming. I stayed there for a bit then we took a drive to my house to meet my mom as she came home from work. Then we went back to Erika's for more gaming. We spent. sorry i got distracted by something on tv. Um, anywhen we played some games then we grabbed the video camera and fucked around while erika drove me to work..
Work sucked. Jr. stayed for monday night and that was nice to really talk to him again. It's weird to go from just joke flirting to catching glances and sneaking conversations from the backdoor. I get the feeling it's time i back off before i cause some trouble where it need not be.
Today school was a bore, I did my work and i'm biding my time. I hate it. Stevie's still really mad at me. My mom and I argued last night and he sent me a text asking about it. I still won't call him.
Erika picked me and kaila up from school today. We did the same routine. Sean joined in. I fell asleep on erika's bed. I remember....something about bands, something about a man walking....something about alan....something that gave me a headache.
I woke up, kaila and sean were leaving. Me and erika hung around listening to bands i've heard of but haven't listened to. She introduced me to Bright Eyes, The Early November, Stroke 9, Placebo, and Jackoff Jill.
We continued listening the whole ride home. I enjoyed it. I think i'm becoming sick. I woke up this morning and sickness was thick in the air, nauseating. I hate that smell. It reminds me of the hospital. That reminds me of taped eyelids and walking excersises.
I think i'm gonna go nap.
I wonder who's coming with tom this weekend. I invited jo jo and alan. It'd be cool to have some fresh faces in the living room.
Monty's Fan Club October 15th!