*Jay leans into the touch. Touching is nice. Touching is good, and makes him feel good.*
I feel like I should have known better. He's not mad... he's just... *frustrated sigh* He wears his TTK like armor. I don't think I've ever really touched him. And then we... got all stupidly horny.
He just said that it was "a lot". And I guess it was. I feel like things got so messed up...
*Kon keeps touching, running his hand firmly (but not hard) up and down Jay's back.*
You can't be expected to anticipate every bit of bullshit the Hub throws your way. Especially when it makes you not realize how messed up the situation is.
I think you're both allowed to be upset about what happened, but you should be able to move past it as well. Is he-- does he still want to be friends with you?
I know. And I'm saying you shouldn't. Don't blame yourself for something you had no control over.
*Kon sighs softly at the touch.* I'd offer to talk to him, but I don't think he likes me all that much. Maybe just... give it some time, and try to talk it through like rational adults.
*Jay remains quiet, not wanting to argue the point. He knows, intellectually, that he wasn't at fault -- that neither of them were -- but he still feels guilty.*
*He keeps touching, letting his fingers wander up Kon's side and across his stomach.*
No, he doesn't much like... the implication that something is wrong with the way things went in his world. He's sensitive about being seen as "wrong". I think it's more that the conversation you had upset him, rather than him actively disliking you, though.
*He wriggles a little at the touches, his own hand still stroking up down Jay's back.*
I didn't... mean to imply that. I don't even think that. I just kinda fucked the whole thing up and got pretty busy around that time, so I never got a chance to apologize.
Yeah, I... should have been more careful about how I worded things. If I do get a chance to talk to him again, I'll apologize and try to do a better job.
I know you're not. *kisses back, and smiles a little* Yeah, I'll keep in mind if there's a next time.
Not sure what you're thanking me for, but okay. *kisses back and lets one hand rest on the small of Jay's back, the other stroking up and down Jay's arm.*
*he's... pretty sure the "love you" isn't really for him, so he just makes a soft, non-commital sound in response and lets Jay drift to sleep, falling asleep himself not too long after.*
*Jay takes a breath that he lets out as a sigh.* I would.
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*slightly muffled, against Kon's chest* Wekindahadsex...
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You know it's not your fault, right? Is he mad at you?
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I feel like I should have known better. He's not mad... he's just... *frustrated sigh* He wears his TTK like armor. I don't think I've ever really touched him. And then we... got all stupidly horny.
He just said that it was "a lot". And I guess it was. I feel like things got so messed up...
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You can't be expected to anticipate every bit of bullshit the Hub throws your way. Especially when it makes you not realize how messed up the situation is.
I think you're both allowed to be upset about what happened, but you should be able to move past it as well. Is he-- does he still want to be friends with you?
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*Jay idly traces a spiral on Kon's hip.* He's still my friend. I'm still his. But... I think things might be weird between us for a while.
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*Kon sighs softly at the touch.* I'd offer to talk to him, but I don't think he likes me all that much. Maybe just... give it some time, and try to talk it through like rational adults.
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*He keeps touching, letting his fingers wander up Kon's side and across his stomach.*
No, he doesn't much like... the implication that something is wrong with the way things went in his world. He's sensitive about being seen as "wrong". I think it's more that the conversation you had upset him, rather than him actively disliking you, though.
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I didn't... mean to imply that. I don't even think that. I just kinda fucked the whole thing up and got pretty busy around that time, so I never got a chance to apologize.
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I'm not telling you this so that you feel bad. *Jay leans forward and kisses Kon lightly.* I'm just letting you know.
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I know you're not. *kisses back, and smiles a little* Yeah, I'll keep in mind if there's a next time.
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M'gonna take a nap, okay?
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Go for it. I'm not going anywhere.
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*Jay nuzzles Kon and pets him lightly.* Love you... *yawns and drifts off to sleep*
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*he's... pretty sure the "love you" isn't really for him, so he just makes a soft, non-commital sound in response and lets Jay drift to sleep, falling asleep himself not too long after.*
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