Honesty

Nov 20, 2006 12:53

Uncertainty... it really is a scary thing...

One thing that you'll find out about me is that I write... A lot. I write whenever I feel something that is worth writing about. Now is one of those times...

We had a conversation at work a few weeks ago... you said that you wanted to spend more time together because... well I finished your sentence, I said that you felt distant. To be honest not much has changed in the past few weeks, you still feel so far away to me.

I am a big believer in honesty and I just want you to know how i feel. I really do care about you, but lately, it has been hard... it's hard to be disssapointed over and over again. I had another relationship that reached a point like this, and it was just around now that I had given up... but I really do believe that there is something different about you. Everytime I see you, you have a way of making things better. I'm not really sure what you do... we say hello, you smile... and I just have to forgive you. Forgive is probably not the right word... you just make things better.

I still feel like we have a lot ahead of us. Nothing that I've said to you requires any response, i just want you to know what I'm feeling. lol, I still don't even know you're favourite colour...
How about you give me a call when you're free, cause that hasn't really been working out for me... I'll see you later this week anyway...

Steve

Hi steve

... i understand how u feel. i know i said i felt distant which is still very true but throughout the past weeks ive been thinking more and more about us, I still like you but after not being able to see you I think that my life is at a stage where im too busy to keep a relationship.

In all honesty i want this to work but im realy to busy and im not sure if im ready to commit to a seriouse relationship. I dont think its fare to either of us if we dont have enough time to see one another.We should talk about this more.. i hope whatever happened doesn't effects our friendship.

see you soon
rachel..... ps my favorite colour is blue

Uncertainty.. defined... we'll find out soon enough...
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