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fuck i dont know what the fuck is going on.... all i know is that i hate alex.... fuck its stupid how a little phone call could have such a big impact on a fucking relationship.... i feel like shit about what happened i should have never told her i liked her... i should have never of called. but shit happens for a reason.... i realy dont know what you are talking about babe but no matter what i said it was a long time ago and i chose to forget it... i wish you would too... i realy dont know what you want me to do...? i fucked up . okay. i fucked up. and you call me and ask what else i said and what not.... i dont know. what the fuck are you doing this for.? what do you want from me>??? what would you do if i died tonight? would it be funny... what the fuck was "oh no dude i think im calling him.??/" and who the fuck were you with.? it sounded like it was just a big fucking joke to you. well its not to me i love you and i would do anything for you . so tell me what the fuck do you want me to do??? im so fucking angry right know i dont even know what the fuck im thinking. tell me what do you want....... what the fuck do you want...... fuck it ........ only god knows what will happen......