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damn i feel shitty............i have so much shit on my mind right now....luis and i are fighting like krazy....babe why are you being like that?i mean when we make "love" as you like to call it everything isgreat but then afterwards everything fallls apart....should we break up?is it time to just let go?at times i feel like i hate you and that i wish i never liked you...but then i look at you and give you fishy kisses and hug you and make "love"and i just want to be with you forever..but things are changing and i cant do anything about it.........why luis why?you make it seem like i'm the only one thta bitches that yells that doesnt want this relationship anymore but its you too!what do i need to do?i go to el paso for you..i live in dallas because of you..i dont get along with my mom because of you...my brother diowned me because of you..when you want to fuck we fuck!what more do you want from me...i show you so much love all the time and you know that....i always hug you kiss you tell you that you are my everythinng what more?when we fuck i tell you to promise me you love me to swear i'm you one and only...i tell you repeatly thta you are my love my one and only,my love for life thta i would be nothing without you...i tell you that everyday,what am i doing wrong???????????????everytime that i want to really break up you know that we arent so why do you stress it?what do you really want from me?is there someone else?tell me?well i'm just going to stop here,i love you ugly!
love always ~stinky/booger~