what i do ......... all i do .... think about you
Fallen or Falling?
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Poem by: Griffin ©2004
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I lay alone in my bedroom,
Thinking of where you are,
Glancing out my window,
To gaze up at one star,
I wonder if you miss me,
Do I even cross your mind?
Are you the one I've been searching for,
But could never seem to find?
Are you the one I'm meant to grow old with?
The keeper of my heart?
Is that why I feel so incomplete,
Whenever we're apart?
When you looked into my eyes,
What exactly did you see?
Through all the pain that life has caused,
Can you see my love toward you?
I long to make you happy,
And allow you to tease my brain,
Just to be here for me,
When my world makes me insane.
You'd hold me when I cried,
When worries bring me down,
You never seize to amaze me,
To make a smile of this frown.
I want to love you fully,
Hold my head up and walk tall,
But if I start to stumble,
Will you catch me when I fall?
Life gives us roses,
Chances to start over,
Yet when this window closes
Will you still remember?
I cried when you went,
Standing alone i watched you.
Now i am here,
Collect your words.
I still believe you have been god sent,
Your the only one ive ever truely loved
My open wounds have shown my weakness,
I now admit i am the fool i have always been.
A darkness has left me speechless
My only true love is yet to realize this
You told me of the other,
As much as i was suprised i was happy.
Glad that we atleast got to see eachother,
I wish it was all a dream
I watched you slip away,
Lie to my face and slip away.
Everytime i close my eyes i pray
Pray that you'll see.
As i write this im crying,
Trying to decide what im doing,
I know that inside i am truely dieing.
You are the snow on my lips
The soul within my body,
The silvery sip
And on this i say im sorry
Sorry for all the pain,
Ive fled my reality,
Drove my self insane
And realized maybe i shouldnt be
In the time ive known you,
Ive learned so much.
Things i never wanted to see.
But i still love you,
What would i give,
To behold the smile,
The face of love
It wont be long, We'll meet again
Your memorys is never passing
It wont be long,We'll meet again
My love for you is ever lasting.
I mourn for those who never knew you
Numb and broken, here I stand alone
Wondering what were the last words I said to you
Hoping, praying that I'll find a way to turn back time
Can I turn back time?
Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting
This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you
In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors my torment
Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory
You've been shed the weight of the world
You told me what was true
The burden has been lifted, givin to me
Let it all fall
Will bid farewell, sever the ties
This is all I am, this is all that's left
Turn from deceit, the love of self is death
Deliverance is given to you
I leave you with the choice as to what to do.
Rise inside, free your mind
Raise your fist to signify
We stand in defiance of hatred and deception
If i stand alone i will fight for you
The time has come to make a difference
Why have we forsaken love
The time has come to raise our voices
So rise up and fight with me
Embrace what we have
It might be the last time in this life we will rise
If we find the strength to unify
Hatred is a weakness, you become the victim
I believe love will overcome
Time has come to make a difference
Why have we forsaken one another
Know that i will forever give my all
Torn disbelieving separation
I close my eyes to see you
This is for you, everything i am
This is for you, take it from me
Torn disbelieving separation
I close my eyes
But there is no escaping this
In your arms in your soul
I will be rejuvenation
Breathe me in
I am forever
Deep within i am eternal
I will return to you
I am with you always
I will never turn away from you
The only truth pulling words form my lips is tearing me
Within this life will remain a mystery to you until the day you pass through my mind
Yet, In reality i know, I know you will never leave my mind
I know that my love for you is eternal
Regardless who your love belongs to
I just want you to know, that there is always a guy who loves you
I geuss this is what i get, What i get for being the fool ive always been
But kim, Ive fallen and i will never ask to get up
Just know that i will always love you
Wether i am just a friend, or something more, my love will remain the same
Im not writing this to make my self feel beter,
Im not writing this to make you feel worse,
Im writing this so that you will know how i feel
Im writing this so that maybe i can have a part in your life,
I just want to be near you, Id give my all to be near you
Its times like these that i miss you most
The memorys of when i thought we were close
I honestly dont know what was a lie and what wasnt
And still, i sit disbelieveing what i hear, Loveing you
Im sorry for everything ive done
I forget sometimes all the good things youve givin me
You gave me hope, a reason to live another day
I wish you could see this from where i am
Lost is what i was, untill i found you
I found something that i thought to be true
A reason to become better
One day ill tell you what youve truely done for me
Im letting go of all ive ever held on to
And coming strait out and telling you about my love for you
Im fine with whatever happens, as long as i can be near you
Im sorry, i repeat myself, just trying to get the message through
That i will always love you
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Poem by: Griffin ©2004
******************************
I lay alone in my bedroom,
Thinking of where you are,
Glancing out my window,
To gaze up at one star,
I wonder if you miss me,
Do I even cross your mind?
Are you the one I've been searching for,
But could never seem to find?
Are you the one I'm meant to grow old with?
The keeper of my heart?
Is that why I feel so incomplete,
Whenever we're apart?
When you looked into my eyes,
What exactly did you see?
Through all the pain that life has caused,
Can you see my love toward you?
I long to make you happy,
And allow you to tease my brain,
Just to be here for me,
When my world makes me insane.
You'd hold me when I cried,
When worries bring me down,
You never seize to amaze me,
To make a smile of this frown.
I want to love you fully,
Hold my head up and walk tall,
But if I start to stumble,
Will you catch me when I fall?
Life gives us roses,
Chances to start over,
Yet when this window closes
Will you still remember?
I cried when you went,
Standing alone i watched you.
Now i am here,
Collect your words.
I still believe you have been god sent,
Your the only one ive ever truely loved
My open wounds have shown my weakness,
I now admit i am the fool i have always been.
A darkness has left me speechless
My only true love is yet to realize this
You told me of the other,
As much as i was suprised i was happy.
Glad that we atleast got to see eachother,
I wish it was all a dream
I watched you slip away,
Lie to my face and slip away.
Everytime i close my eyes i pray
Pray that you'll see.
As i write this im crying,
Trying to decide what im doing,
I know that inside i am truely dieing.
You are the snow on my lips
The soul within my body,
The silvery sip
And on this i say im sorry
Sorry for all the pain,
Ive fled my reality,
Drove my self insane
And realized maybe i shouldnt be
In the time ive known you,
Ive learned so much.
Things i never wanted to see.
But i still love you,
What would i give,
To behold the smile,
The face of love
It wont be long, We'll meet again
Your memorys is never passing
It wont be long,We'll meet again
My love for you is ever lasting.
I mourn for those who never knew you
Numb and broken, here I stand alone
Wondering what were the last words I said to you
Hoping, praying that I'll find a way to turn back time
Can I turn back time?
Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting
This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you
In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors my torment
Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory
You've been shed the weight of the world
You told me what was true
The burden has been lifted, givin to me
Let it all fall
Will bid farewell, sever the ties
This is all I am, this is all that's left
Turn from deceit, the love of self is death
Deliverance is given to you
I leave you with the choice as to what to do.
Rise inside, free your mind
Raise your fist to signify
We stand in defiance of hatred and deception
If i stand alone i will fight for you
The time has come to make a difference
Why have we forsaken love
The time has come to raise our voices
So rise up and fight with me
Embrace what we have
It might be the last time in this life we will rise
If we find the strength to unify
Hatred is a weakness, you become the victim
I believe love will overcome
Time has come to make a difference
Why have we forsaken one another
Know that i will forever give my all
Torn disbelieving separation
I close my eyes to see you
This is for you, everything i am
This is for you, take it from me
Torn disbelieving separation
I close my eyes
But there is no escaping this
In your arms in your soul
I will be rejuvenation
Breathe me in
I am forever
Deep within i am eternal
I will return to you
I am with you always
I will never turn away from you
The only truth pulling words form my lips is tearing me
Within this life will remain a mystery to you until the day you pass through my mind
Yet, In reality i know, I know you will never leave my mind
I know that my love for you is eternal
Regardless who your love belongs to
I just want you to know, that there is always a guy who loves you
I geuss this is what i get, What i get for being the fool ive always been
But kim, Ive fallen and i will never ask to get up
Just know that i will always love you
Wether i am just a friend, or something more, my love will remain the same
Im not writing this to make my self feel beter,
Im not writing this to make you feel worse,
Im writing this so that you will know how i feel
Im writing this so that maybe i can have a part in your life,
I just want to be near you, Id give my all to be near you
Its times like these that i miss you most
The memorys of when i thought we were close
I honestly dont know what was a lie and what wasnt
And still, i sit disbelieveing what i hear, Loveing you
Im sorry for everything ive done
I forget sometimes all the good things youve givin me
You gave me hope, a reason to live another day
I wish you could see this from where i am
Lost is what i was, untill i found you
I found something that i thought to be true
A reason to become better
One day ill tell you what youve truely done for me
Im letting go of all ive ever held on to
And coming strait out and telling you about my love for you
Im fine with whatever happens, as long as i can be near you
Im sorry, i repeat myself, just trying to get the message through
That i will always love you