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i had an episode shortly after updating here on friday night, and it convinced me to try the medication again.
and then i read this on saturday http://smh.com.au/articles/2004/06/19/1087595776529.html?oneclick=true and now i'm doing research.
i really don't know what to believe.
maybe it's time to talk. talk!
last night was spent at his aunt's almost 'log cabin' near the blue mountains. slept in separate beds haha. i slept well though. but a bottle of wine and a pill usually do that to you.
i want to stop feeling that i'm better than retail. what else have i done? what else will i do? living in this semi reality where i'm going to study-not-study forever until i have a baby and settle down into my record store
or something
and then i read this on saturday http://smh.com.au/articles/2004/06/19/1087595776529.html?oneclick=true and now i'm doing research.
i really don't know what to believe.
maybe it's time to talk. talk!
last night was spent at his aunt's almost 'log cabin' near the blue mountains. slept in separate beds haha. i slept well though. but a bottle of wine and a pill usually do that to you.
i want to stop feeling that i'm better than retail. what else have i done? what else will i do? living in this semi reality where i'm going to study-not-study forever until i have a baby and settle down into my record store
or something