Prompt 163: 5 icons, 3 lovebars and a drabble

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1.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v520/Angelus2hot/still%20grrr/still_grrr251.jpg
2.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v520/Angelus2hot/still%20grrr/still_grrr253.jpg
3.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v520/Angelus2hot/still%20grrr/still_grrr259.jpg
4.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v520/Angelus2hot/still%20grrr/Animation2part3.gif
5.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v520/Angelus2hot/still%20grrr/still_grrr247.jpg

Prompt 163(Les Girls 1957 and Dirty Dancing 1987)

Title:Queen C
Artist:angelus2hot
Rating:PG
Prompt:163 Free For All(Les Girls 1957)
Characters/Pairing:Cordelia




http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v520/Angelus2hot/still%20grrr/Cordylovebar.jpg

Title: The Slayer
Artist:angelus2hot
Rating:PG
Prompt:163 Free For All(Les Girls 1957)
Characters/Pairing:Buffy




http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v520/Angelus2hot/still%20grrr/Buffylovebar.jpg

Title: Bad Girls
Artist:angelus2hot
Rating:PG
Prompt:163 Free For All(Les Girls 1957)
Characters/Pairing:




http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v520/Angelus2hot/still%20grrr/BuffyFaithlovebar.jpg

Title: I Want To Live
Author:angelus2hot
Rating:PG
Word Count:208
Prompt:163 Free For All(I Want to Live! 1958)
Characters/Pairing: Buffy(Spike/Buffy implied)



I was dead for one hundred and forty-seven days but my friends brought me back. They didn't do it to hurt me. Their only thought was to save me from a hell dimension. It wasn't their fault that I wasn't in one. How could they have known that I was in Heaven?

Even though I'm back. I don't feel like I'm back. This world is harsh and living in it is even harsher. I was just going through the motions for the sake of my friends. And because of that I did some things I never thought I would. But I have only myself to blame for the choices I've made since my return.

Sleeping with Spike was one of those choices. I needed to feel something, anything and in his arms he made me feel alive. But it wasn't right and I've told him whatever it was we were doing is over. It wasn't easy but it was the right thing to do.

The road back has been long and hard. And I know it will probably only get worse before it gets better. But at least, finally, I've learned one important lesson; I don't want to just exist anymore, it's not enough, I want to live.