Zombie Girl
Well...
Isn't life just the most amazing thing ever? Right, yeah, I know I'm lying to myself.
So, I've recently taken up the hobby of trying to remember exactly what I was doing one year ago. From what I remember, I was happy...at least I know I was more happy than I am currently. Everything back then made sense. I could do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted. I had friends, a boyfriend, and as much as I hated it at the time, parents who were always there. God, a lot of things change in a year. Am I saying that I wish this year had never happened?
Pretty much, yes.
But on the other hand, where would I be? In the same fucking place doing the same fucking things.
The depression doesn't come from where I am now, it comes from thinking about where I would be if I hadn't left.
Isn't life just the most amazing thing ever? Right, yeah, I know I'm lying to myself.
So, I've recently taken up the hobby of trying to remember exactly what I was doing one year ago. From what I remember, I was happy...at least I know I was more happy than I am currently. Everything back then made sense. I could do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted. I had friends, a boyfriend, and as much as I hated it at the time, parents who were always there. God, a lot of things change in a year. Am I saying that I wish this year had never happened?
Pretty much, yes.
But on the other hand, where would I be? In the same fucking place doing the same fucking things.
The depression doesn't come from where I am now, it comes from thinking about where I would be if I hadn't left.