Dec 16, 2004 23:45
I know I talk about nothing that is too important...I'm always talking about some guy I like...so I will say this now...I'm sorry ...
I really really like this guy...my fingers and palms go icey cold when he touches me...I can't sleep, think, eat, and many other things...like listen. I mean...he is either a cruel person for flirting with me the way he does...or maybe he is trowing signals...I am so confused. I mean, he said to me..."what if I just kissed you" and "you and I together would be deadly in the bed room, we would be a good match" Those words mean you like someone right? Also...he says" we should get sushi sometime, if your lucky" and " there is a concert we should go together"
But I get trown off when he is constantly repeating my age....YOur 18....your 18....your only 18!!! Well, he is only 23 and just turned by the way....WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! Should I just be blunt and ask him whats up? HELP!I have NO other guy on my mind...NONE...I'm not interested in anyone...only him....I wish I could just read him mind... EMOtions suck ass!