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I keep writing in my (online) journal hoping someone will comment back and suddenly everything in my life will make sense. But yesterday, I realized something. I don’t ‘write’ in my online journal. I carry a notebook around with me which gets the brunt of my minds inner workings. I also have a hardcover journal which usually gets a summary of the days thoughts/happenings. And then I keep this one. Which I’m still not even sure what it gets. Every once in a while (mostly lately) I start rambling on a thought or two stuck in my head. Most of the time its…well, nothing - pointless and boring. I swear people; my life isn’t half as boring as I make it sound. I address my journal talking TO people. But a point of a journal is to write what your thinking/feeling that you normally can’t share with those around you. Somehow the anonymous “feeling” from the internet helps open you up. I’m not seeing that in my case. I’m really not sure what I’m getting at here.
Anyway, on deviantart.com (anyone here have that thing?) I was told my photography sucks and my subjects are boring. Well that’s fine and dandy, the photo’s on my page currently were taken for my school paper which by the way, the article (I also wrote) and photo’s were recently published in the local towns paper and I was given an award (certificate) for them. Woot. So yes, my journalism photo’s do suck.lol.
I have a lot of my mind right now and I would love to write it all down but I know that if I start writing about it I will be late to work so I can’t. I will later tonight I can almost guarantee it.
On a sad subject I’m going to talk to my boyfriend one more time. Basically I’m going to say, “ Give me one good reason not to dump you?” OK, so I wouldn’t say that…but still. Something like that…I think. Ugh. I give up.
I wish you could visit those damn tanning beds more than once a day. I’m addicted. I just came from it and I want to go back. *sigh* Write more later.
Anyway, on deviantart.com (anyone here have that thing?) I was told my photography sucks and my subjects are boring. Well that’s fine and dandy, the photo’s on my page currently were taken for my school paper which by the way, the article (I also wrote) and photo’s were recently published in the local towns paper and I was given an award (certificate) for them. Woot. So yes, my journalism photo’s do suck.lol.
I have a lot of my mind right now and I would love to write it all down but I know that if I start writing about it I will be late to work so I can’t. I will later tonight I can almost guarantee it.
On a sad subject I’m going to talk to my boyfriend one more time. Basically I’m going to say, “ Give me one good reason not to dump you?” OK, so I wouldn’t say that…but still. Something like that…I think. Ugh. I give up.
I wish you could visit those damn tanning beds more than once a day. I’m addicted. I just came from it and I want to go back. *sigh* Write more later.