why?
im scared. he did something really bad. it was a long time ago. i forgive him for it. but now he has to pay for it. now i wont get to see him as much. i already dont get to see him a lot. he says that its a pit stop but i dont want a pit stop. i just want to be with him. i know that he is getting off easy. but i still just want to cry. i just want to be with him all the time. thats all i have ever wanted. just that. he finds out what his punishment is next week. i feel like crying. everything was just starting to go back to normal & now it is going down again. sometimes i really hate him for doing it. but i am just thinking about myself. i only hate him those sometimes because i cant see him. im scared & i feel like crying & laying in bed for the next 4 months.