Feb 17, 2005 21:54
Well, its been nearly 2 months since i last wrote....im guessing thats because ive been all 'worded' out...my life has appeared to be prose-free due to my ever increasing mental numbness.Denying reality and coming to the conclusion that our pathetic perpetual cycle is just that, perpetual, has been all part of my self-numbing process. I have decided to: stop asking questions, to stop waiting for answers, to stop expecting anything much from anyone and to always ALWAYS be prepared for grief, loss and sadness, for that way you see, i can remain numb.....and unshocked.