May 24, 2005 17:52
Im trying to figure out exactly how much one should compromise their own values/self in this life. I find myself in continual turmoil feeling that i compromise for everyone BUT me! mmmmmmmmmmm...as i ponder this, i wonder if i am weak? if i am pathetic? or if this is the way it will be. Alas, i hope indeed its not symptomatic of the next few years, however, i am beginning to conclude that maybe its a put up and shutup future...i feel too tired to fight this anymore...let those selfish fucks think they devour me....eat me alive....i trust the joke will be on them, may their feasting constipate them :)