ay caramba.
so in light of my ....uhhhh recent upheavals, I've been kind of ignorant in respecting the emotions/feelings/etc of some people who have been there for me, even though they really didn't need to. I feel kind of terrible :/ I don't know if they'll read this or not, but I apologize and I will only contact you when I know it's something you can help me through in the future.
Anyway....went on a blind....date....? today and it just did not go so well. The guy is nice. We seemed to have a few things in common here and there, but it was QUITE clear to me that I am in absolutely no state to be dating until, oh, August. (that's the date my best friend is forcing me to stick to, but now I'm actually enjoying the fact that I can be single and do whatever I want for a semi-extended period of time.
I am about to have a nervous breakdown. I can feel it.
fuck.
Anyway....went on a blind....date....? today and it just did not go so well. The guy is nice. We seemed to have a few things in common here and there, but it was QUITE clear to me that I am in absolutely no state to be dating until, oh, August. (that's the date my best friend is forcing me to stick to, but now I'm actually enjoying the fact that I can be single and do whatever I want for a semi-extended period of time.
I am about to have a nervous breakdown. I can feel it.
fuck.