im gonna stay here while i wait for you to come around

[stikkfigure]

so her facebook status currently says "Linda Langlois's life is awkward. like seriously everything about it. " (no, i am not a total facebook stalker) this was posted after we all got home from the UCSB soccer game (which was amazing. ucsb won in a shootout) which makes me pretty certain i was involved in some sort of awkwardness that occurred to make her post that. what that could be, i have no idea. funny thing is though, she really has no one to blame but herself for this. if she would make a decision, then her life suddenly becomes less awkward, at least from my end. if she chooses me, then obviously i will be happy, and so will she im pretty sure. i do think i make a good boyfriend. and if she chooses someone else, i will be disappointed, to say the least, but i will get over it and do my best to fade away. but while i still feel like i have a chance, i am not going to go away. despite my last post, i am not giving up. im not gonna be a creep, and i am trying my best to not be clingy or jealous of other guys she gives her attention to, but im not going away yet either.

in other news, one of my favorite companions from my mission is coming down for the weekend. its gonna be fun. i have been lacking in keeping in touch with mission people, so this will be good.

i am doing great in my stats class, but dismal in my econ class. did i really make the right choice when i decided to change majors?

this has been one of the longest months of my life. October 12 seems like it was a lifetime ago. that was the last time i can remember being really happy...